Everyday I see you're gone;
I never realized that I was just your pawn.
So far, it feels like I'm dying.
I can't live without you, but I'm trying.
Everyday I try to move on.
I try to forget you because you're gone.
The days feel longer,
And to you, my thoughts always wander.
Everyday it's a battle.
It's like I'm up the river without a paddle.
Everyday I suffer this addiction,
Without ever knowing my affliction.
Everyday I come so close-
To reaching an overdose.
But I don't have a choice,
And they can't hear my voice.